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Temper lah bukan tempe. -_- If you guys know me, close enough that I start showing my dark side, then you should know that I am pretty short-tempered. If you didn't, then you already know now. Yay *throws confetti* Trust me, I've tried so hard to control my temper almost all the time but I just lose control, anyway... Ingat best ke marah orang? Bukan orang yang kena marah je bengang tapi lepas marah orang tu, aku pun bengang dengan diri sendiri tau. Orang gila je yang tak rasa pape lepas marah orang (oh dengan orang syok sendiwi). Rasa bersalah ok, marah orang... Lelagi kalau benda tu kecil je, tak payah marah pun sebenarnya. T_T Yelah kalau kau marah sorang-sorang takpelah. Ni kalau dah marah orang, kenalah minta maaf balik. Ingat senang ke nak minta maaf? Eh malu tau tak. Haa padan muka kau siapa suruh kau marah tadi? Kan dah kata tak boleh control eee tak paham lagi ke :< Kekadang tu bukan nak cakap apalah, orang lain pun dah tau aku ni memang cepat ...

Assalamualaikum and hi! So I've just finished my Professional Examination II. Like, finally. I did my best so now, I'll just leave everything to Allah. Hopefully everyone will make it through. InsyaAllah amiin, please pray for us too okay? :) Pejam celik pejam celik, dah 3 tahun dah dekat medschool ni. Cepat je masa berlalu. No, masa je berlalu cepat, the torture tu... Allah je yang tahu. Kadang-kadang tu ada jugak terfikir, "eh aku kat medschool kot. Nanti dah grad jadi doktor. Biar betul niiiii". You know, I doubt myself a lot. Like A LOTTTTTTTTTT. Sebab tulah kadang-kadang bila hilang semangat tu, I fall real hard. Honestly speaking, I got depressed. That is probably why I'm not attached to other people as much now compared to how I was back then, I don't like to be alone. Now, I enjoy being alone as much as being with my friends. So it's like balanced already haha :p As usual, speaking of Pro exam, the result day will be the most tormentin...

Assalamualaikum and hi again! I've neglected this blog again... Did a few attempts to put up an update before this but didn't manage to finish even one. It's not that I have nothing to say, I just can't. There's time when you suddenly has so many things to share and it all went missing when you're ready to hit the keyboard. Haa gitulah ceritanya. Eheh. I'm back now, anyway. But I can't say for how long until I go missing again... So now, it's approaching the end of my third year in medical school. Just finished my Selanjar 3 and long case exam a few days ago. Exams were always a pain in the ass for me. Struggled so hard during my study week. Yelah suka sangat study last minute kan, padan muka. It was crazy I tell you, crazy. That's just Selanjar 3 and long case, Pro 2 ni tak taulah macam mana. But good thing this time, we have 3 weeks of study week for our Pro 2. Well, at least bolehlah bernafas sikit kan. Haha. I h...

Assalamualaikum and hi again! So this is a continuation from the first part of my journey jet jet macam pergi obersi je post kemain banyak lagi sirinya haha. Kalau tak baca lagi yang first tu, bolehlah klik sini . Okay sekarang sambung hari kedua kat Penang pulak. Mulanya nak gerak keluar pukul 8 pagi tapi biasalah poyo je lebih. Keluar pukul 8.30 camtu kot tapi okaylah jugak. Breakfast roti canai Transfer Road atau nama Melayunya, Jalan Transfer haha. Ni kat Georgetown je, dekatlah dengan hotel. Ni haa pagi-pagi lagi dah gelak. Dah kalau yang famous roti canai, mestilah makan roti canai kan. Kami pun order, "Nak makan apa adik?" "Roti canai biasa empat." "Kuah sekali ke asing? Ayam ke daging? Nak berapa?" "Asing. Empat. Semua ayam." ... Tudia ayam seorang seketul besaq ya Rabbi. Masa uncle tu hantar roti canai dan kuah kari yang pinggannya sama besar, penuh meja. Yang kelakarnya muka masing-masing... SPEECHLESS! HA...

Assalamualaikum and haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Lama tinggalkan blog ni, rasanya dah takde pembaca dah. Eh pernah ke ada pembaca pun alahai hahaha. But sorry, anyway! Masa Raya haritu ada rasa nak menaip tapi sayang, rasa je yang ada. :p Memandangkan Raya pun nak habis, kita tutup jelah kisah Raya. Teruskan dengan kisah pergi Pulau Pinang! :D Alkisahnya, awal tahun haritu tengah nak beli tiket flight untuk balik rumah bulan Julai (awal gilos beli tiket hahaha) pastu tiket pi Penang pun murah. So tetiba je rasa nak pergi, tetiba je mesej gegirls semua, tetiba je dorang setuju, tetiba je book tiket, tetiba je eh kita nak pergi Penang lepas Raya nanti yayyyyyy! Hahaha. Sepatutnya pergi berlima tapi tetiba Syai ada program kat universiti dia dan dia buat keputusan untuk ditch kitorang dan berjumpa kawan-kawan antarabangsa dia pada tarikh yang sama. Yelah, kawan dengan orang Korea uolls, apa kelas kitorang budak Kajang ni. :( Ok ok tak, gurau je hahaha. Tapi dia ada prog...

Warning : This post is an emotional one. So yeah. Usual rantings but with more emotions. LOL. Assalamualaikum and hello. I just got back from the ward actually. Feeling tired and... gloomy? Without no solid reason pun. The feeling just came and surrounds me. Or maybe there are reasons but there's too many that I can't even point it out. Then I started questioning, "why am I even here?" "Tak layak pun..." Such questions often came into my mind lately. Entahlah kenapa asyik rasa macam ni je. Setiap hari, jadi makin teruk. My usual stress therapy doesn't seem to work anymore. Still sad. Still moody. Still feeling down. And a little depressed kot. A little. So what now? I don't like seeing myself being all moody and depressed. Because every time I'm feeling like that, I just got even lazier and I tend to sleep a lot. Things were not right. :( I thought it's homesick. It can be one of the reasons. But ...

Hello. Post sebelum ni lirik lagu sebab aku rasa macam dah lama sangat aku tinggalkan blog so aku kekonon buat comeback dengan post lirik lagu kesukaan yang membuatkan hati ini berbunga bertaman berhutan belantara pabila mendengarnya. Ah kau amende ni -___- Ok serius, serius. Banyak aku nak cerita. Sejak 2 minggu lepas, aku busy tak menang tangan, tak cukup kaki berjalan berlari, tak cukup tidur, tak cukup rehat (duh obviously), tak cukup makan ah serba-serbi tak cukup. Penat. Exhausted. Siap demam lagi, alhamdulillah demam lepas habis semuanya haha. Busy dengan FesKI, busy dengan Women's Week closing ceremony, busy dengan KTP Jeli dan Tumpat. 4 event je pun. 4 EVENT WALAUPUN AKU AHLI KECIL JE TAPI PENAT TAK BOLEH BLAH OK. Ok. FesKI paling crazy sekali kot sebab sampai tak tidur malam segala hahaha. Bermalam-malam pulak tu. Pergh dahsyat. But it all worth it in the end, it went so well and everyone enjoyed it ^_^ Kalau nak cerita satu-satu, tak mampu weh. Sebenarnya aku ...