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So, helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooo there! Hehe. It feels weird every single time I say hi at the start of my blog post because... is there really anyone reading this lol. It's okay. If it's not anyone else, there's always me who'll someday come back and read what I've written down here haha. Alright, back to the topic. Real business here, there's no way I can talk about my medical school journey in this one post. I actually wanted to talk about my final year especially about THE MOST INTENSE BATTLE I'VE GONE THROUGH MY WHOLE LIFE. It's necessary to type it with all capital letters to um, just highlight it? Haha. I'm gonna talk about my final Professional 3 exam. If any of my juniors are reading this, I really hope that I won't scare you too much ey? Because even if it's really bad or scary, a lot of people have went through it and nobody has ever died sitting for the exam hahaha. I can now laugh talking about this but definitely not at...

Assalamualaikum and hi! So I've just finished my Professional Examination II. Like, finally. I did my best so now, I'll just leave everything to Allah. Hopefully everyone will make it through. InsyaAllah amiin, please pray for us too okay? :) Pejam celik pejam celik, dah 3 tahun dah dekat medschool ni. Cepat je masa berlalu. No, masa je berlalu cepat, the torture tu... Allah je yang tahu. Kadang-kadang tu ada jugak terfikir, "eh aku kat medschool kot. Nanti dah grad jadi doktor. Biar betul niiiii". You know, I doubt myself a lot. Like A LOTTTTTTTTTT. Sebab tulah kadang-kadang bila hilang semangat tu, I fall real hard. Honestly speaking, I got depressed. That is probably why I'm not attached to other people as much now compared to how I was back then, I don't like to be alone. Now, I enjoy being alone as much as being with my friends. So it's like balanced already haha :p As usual, speaking of Pro exam, the result day will be the most tormentin...

Salam and hi semuaaaaaaa! Hehe. Happy pulak dia ni tau harini. Harini nak post gaya gegirl sikit, kalau korang rasa macam tak mampu nak teruskan, sila klik pangkah. .......... ...... ... . Eh masih nak baca ke? Hehe. Okay. Sebenarnya rasa macam banyak nak cerita like always. Dah nak 2 bulan masuk second year ni and truth is, it's a whole different story now. Tak sama langsung dengan first year! And baru terasa macam doktor-doktor sikit hehe :D Mana nak mula ni? Okay, kita start dengan PBL. Kalau masa first year ada SGD (small group discussion), sekarang upgrade jadi PBL (problem-based learning). PBL ni lagi mencabar rasanya sebab ada minimum 2 kali seminggu and maksimum 3 kali seminggu. Ye, setiap minggu ada PBL. Kalau dulu, SGD ada paling banyak pun 2 kot (?) ; satu untuk physiology dan satu untuk biochemistry setiap blok. Kalau dulu SGD malas nak buat, apatah lagi PBL ni. Dulu SGD, dapat soalan and kita kena jawab je. Tapi PBL ni, depa bagi scene contohnya, ...

If my bed can talk, probably that's what it would say to me the second I entered my room. Eheh. So I'm blogging from my new room at good 'ol USM now ;) From the second floor to the ground floor and a double room this time. And my roommate is Ika! One of my roommates before. Sebenarnya Syafika dah call bagitau haritu sebab dia balik awal. Dia jadi PPSL untuk pelajar baru, kakak fasi weh hehe. That's a good news sebab masa duduk rumah tu dok terpikir siapalah roommates nanti. Sebelum ni pelajar tahun dua dapat bilik berempat and 3 orang lagi junior. Doa-doalah dapat junior sama course so that they know they shouldn't be messing around with me when it's the exam season. Well, I can turn into a beast when it comes to exams -____-" Tapi alhamdulillah, fret not! Bilik dah double and roommate pulak Ika. No issue :D Since yesterday, rasanya duduk ground floor ni okay je. Except ada banyak bahan buangan kucing aiyoyo. Tapi dulu tingkat dua pun ada jugak, ta...

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah sebab lulus Pro 1! Cuak bak hang masa result diumumkan Timbalan Dekan haritu. Pergh, lemah jantung. Tapi ada 28 orang yang belum berjaya. Semoga hangpa semua kuat okay? Kami doakan hangpa boleh buat dengan lebih baik lagi nanti. Pesanan kepada diri sendiri jugak sebab TD kata ada 30+ lebih calon perantaraan haritu, 15 yang diluluskan. Rasanya kami antara yang bernasib baik tu. TD habaq biasanya yang calon perantaraan yang diluluskan kecundang jugak masa tahun ketiga nanti kalau tak berusaha lebih. Kami tak nak dah lah rasa takut sampai ketaq lutut macam haritu so kita kena usaha lebih lebih lebih lagi. Acano pulak nak usaha lebih lagi tu? Orang kata, menuntut ilmu tu pun satu bentuk jihad. Kalau nak berjihad, kenalah bersungguh baru berjaya. Ye dak? :) Sekarang ni bulan puasa. So macam tahun-tahun lepas, kena tolong mama buat kuih. Busy la sikit. Online pun curi-curi je tau haha. Nanti bila-bila, kami update la...

Assalamualaikum and hi. Sorry that I've been busy nowadays. Not real busy but literally. No, I'm quite busy actually. Yeah, busy. Blergh. I now forgot how I usually blog already ish. Anyway, my final exam or we call it Professional 1 is coming reaaal soon. About 9 days to go? Heh. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Sigh. I just don't know how to describe my feelings right now. I've got 16 blocks altogether for this whole first year and I did some reading about one block and then I get bored so I moved on to the next block and it happened all the way that I've only managed to finish a few blocks since the first day of the month. And now, here I am, writing out what I feel. Of course I'm scared. You know how things work here? No? Okay, let me tell you how. Here, we've got 3 phases in 5 years to be completed. I'm in the first phase which is the first year. The second phase (pre-clinical) comprises of the second and third year while the fourth and fift...

Hi there. So BN won the general election yesterday. Just through observation, I see and learn lots of thing. I'll be eligible to vote for the next election. I'm gonna do my own research and make a fair vote, hopefully. If you're reading this, let's join forces and bring our nation up and improve for the better while still be united. For now, let's leave it there first (of course, try to change ourself to be better all the time). Got my Selanjar 3 results last Thursday. It turned out to be as what I hope it would. I passed. Alhamdulillah. But then, my 30% carry mark is very, very little. Gotta brush up for the finals or we call it Professional Exam 1 (Pro 1). Eh bukan pro-kerajaan tu k, jangan nak politik sangat kat sini . It will be starting either at the end of June or early of July. Just finish counting and I have about 8 weeks to go, 54 days starting from tomorrow. How many notes to revise? Let's see. 16 blocks altogether, 3 of them are the 'killer'...