Life.
When things are falling apart and you feel that you can't do anything, Take a deep breath and smile. Solve your problems one by one. Things will eventually get better. :)
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DnT.
"Punyalah banyak dosa aku, lagi tinggi dari bukit Uhud rasanya." "Dosa banyak mana pun, Allah boleh ampunkan." "Dosa aku banyak sangat." "Allah kan ada? Minta ampun pada Dia." "Hm. Tapi.. tapi." "Okey, apa masalahnya?" "Macam ni, kalau someone ni suka tengok benda lucah, dan susah nak berhenti. Nak buat macam mana?" Tunduk. "Haih." Tanpa sengaja, keluhan berat dilepaskan. "Kena disiplin, boleh?" "Disiplin? Untuk apa?" Berkerut dahinya. "Macam ni. Buat satu denda untuk diri sendiri. Contohnya, setiap sekali tengok video lucah dengan sengaja, kena qiamullail untuk satu malam." "Kalau tak terbangun macam mana? Mana tahu terbangun lewat ke." "Kalau tak buat, kena tambah lagi. Buat dua malam." "Habis kalau tak mampu macam mana?" "Aik? Layan video lucah boleh, takkan solat tak boleh?" ...
The horror.
Assalamualaikum and hi. Sorry that I've been busy nowadays. Not real busy but literally. No, I'm quite busy actually. Yeah, busy. Blergh. I now forgot how I usually blog already ish. Anyway, my final exam or we call it Professional 1 is coming reaaal soon. About 9 days to go? Heh. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Sigh. I just don't know how to describe my feelings right now. I've got 16 blocks altogether for this whole first year and I did some reading about one block and then I get bored so I moved on to the next block and it happened all the way that I've only managed to finish a few blocks since the first day of the month. And now, here I am, writing out what I feel. Of course I'm scared. You know how things work here? No? Okay, let me tell you how. Here, we've got 3 phases in 5 years to be completed. I'm in the first phase which is the first year. The second phase (pre-clinical) comprises of the second and third year while the fourth and fift...