plucking daisies

Salam and hi. Err? Awkward much. How long have I been away now? Roughly around 2 months, aye? No, not really. I've always been here every now and then or you can say... every hour? Hehe. Not coming up with a blog post doesn't really mean I'm not here, it's just I'm quite busy or maybe not but still can be considered busy, I guess. :p My December was fine but January was fully occupied! Haha. Had lots of last minute work and changes that I had to cramped everything up in that 31 days. Haaa alasan untuk tak sempat study, ehem. No, seriously. I don't have much time to or maybe I spent too much for sleep but I was almost always tired every time I got back to my room :/ Oh by the way, happy 2014? Hehe. During the first weekend of January, I went to MRSM Taiping with 5 friends for a presentation on the Junior Doctors program. Then next weekend was spent at RAYS. I was free for the third weekend and was supposed to study which I didn't blergh. Became a fac...

Dah jadi rutin setiap pagi mesti kena check Facebook, Instagram and Twitter. Kalau sempat breakfast, sambil breakfastlah. Kalau tak sempat, masa sampai dewan kuliah. Walaupun cuma beberapa minit, mesti tengok jugak. Facebook terutamanya paling penting untuk aku. Kenapa? Sebab Facebooklah tempat yang boleh kata hampir semua kawan-kawan ada; kawan sekolah, matriks and universiti. Universiti uolls. Janggal bunyinya. Macam tak percaya dah masuk universiti haha. Okay so bila check FB tu hari-hari, mestilah ramai kawan-kawan update kan. Update gambar, aktiviti, status macam-macamlah. Bila tengok tu semua, selalu teringat balik masa sekolah dulu. Those sweet old memories. Teringat macam mana perangai masing-masing masa sekolah. Aku mengaku, kitorang antara geng skema kat sekolah. Geng skema yang cikgu kenal, geng skema yang siapkan homework, geng skema yang tak langgar peraturan sekolah (okay, ni bukti paling kukuh buat kitorang skema), geng skema yang... you name it. Semakin j...

"So this is just a reminder to myself and all; don’t be consumed by other people’s lives. Be happy for other people’s rezeki and at the same time, appreciate your own rezeki. Live for your own life, love your loved ones and count your blessings everyday. I honestly believe that’s the key to happiness." Taken from Vivy Yusof's blogpost here . I realized that I've been complaining a lot recently. So much to do, yet so little time. Nah, you big fat liar. I spent too much time relaxing and lazing around. Wayyy too much. And then I start complaining this and that. Sigh. Read Vivy's blog just now and came across with that post she wrote. Perfectly written. I've been too busy being jealous and questioning on people's rezeki and stuffs, why is she/he  like this and that, that should be me and whatever crap that were in my mind. What was I thinking, man? T_T So I guess I should constantly remind myself now. Less complaining and be m...

Well, hello people. I'm now typing from my room at USM. Yes, I'm still here when I think everyone else are enjoying tea time at home, hanging out at the mall, having fun wherever they are. And me? I'm all alone here trying to figure out what should I do after this. Oh probably get myself some food. Yup. Why I'm still not home? The family is coming over tomorrow and then we're gonna go jalan-jalan a bit here and then until we head back home on Monday. That's about it. This is the first time staying alone here though. Sigh. It's completely silent okay and that's not okay with me. I'm not that scared but kind of when I start imagining things and then I'll be like talking to myself, "what movie should I watch after this" or "I think I'm gonna eat cereal" every time I was looking at the mirror in the toilet brushing my teeth or washing my face. Ish -___-" And there's this black cat, a naughty one wondering aro...

Salam and hi semuaaaaaaa! Hehe. Happy pulak dia ni tau harini. Harini nak post gaya gegirl sikit, kalau korang rasa macam tak mampu nak teruskan, sila klik pangkah. .......... ...... ... . Eh masih nak baca ke? Hehe. Okay. Sebenarnya rasa macam banyak nak cerita like always. Dah nak 2 bulan masuk second year ni and truth is, it's a whole different story now. Tak sama langsung dengan first year! And baru terasa macam doktor-doktor sikit hehe :D Mana nak mula ni? Okay, kita start dengan PBL. Kalau masa first year ada SGD (small group discussion), sekarang upgrade jadi PBL (problem-based learning). PBL ni lagi mencabar rasanya sebab ada minimum 2 kali seminggu and maksimum 3 kali seminggu. Ye, setiap minggu ada PBL. Kalau dulu, SGD ada paling banyak pun 2 kot (?) ; satu untuk physiology dan satu untuk biochemistry setiap blok. Kalau dulu SGD malas nak buat, apatah lagi PBL ni. Dulu SGD, dapat soalan and kita kena jawab je. Tapi PBL ni, depa bagi scene contohnya, ...

So I've just turned twenty today, alhamdulillah :) Orang kata dah masuk alam dewasa gitew. Fasa sibuk katanya sebab masa ni nak belajar, masa ni nak kerja, masa ni nak beli kereta, masa ni nak beli rumah, masa ni nak kahwin, masa ni nak ada anak, masa ni nak enjoy, masa ni nak jelajah dunia, masa ni nak sambung belajar lagi woiiih banyaknya "masa ni.." moments. Begitu banyak angan-angan, impian dan cita-cita. Well for me, memang betul pun semua yang di atas tu hehe. Tapi kena berpada-padalah. Mana boleh dalam masa 10 tahun ni, nak capai semua tu. Memanglah boleh but it takes a lot to do so. Lagipun, bukannya kita nak invest dekat diri sendiri je tapi untuk keluarga, saudara dan masyarakat. Kita hidup kat dunia ni bukan sorang-sorang tapi dalam satu komuniti. Cewah :p Bukan itu je, kita kena ingat juga yang benda penting untuk capai kebanyakan misi kita itu adalah duit. Duit bukannya seringgit dua tapi banyak. Masa pergi talk "Money and Family : How to...

If my bed can talk, probably that's what it would say to me the second I entered my room. Eheh. So I'm blogging from my new room at good 'ol USM now ;) From the second floor to the ground floor and a double room this time. And my roommate is Ika! One of my roommates before. Sebenarnya Syafika dah call bagitau haritu sebab dia balik awal. Dia jadi PPSL untuk pelajar baru, kakak fasi weh hehe. That's a good news sebab masa duduk rumah tu dok terpikir siapalah roommates nanti. Sebelum ni pelajar tahun dua dapat bilik berempat and 3 orang lagi junior. Doa-doalah dapat junior sama course so that they know they shouldn't be messing around with me when it's the exam season. Well, I can turn into a beast when it comes to exams -____-" Tapi alhamdulillah, fret not! Bilik dah double and roommate pulak Ika. No issue :D Since yesterday, rasanya duduk ground floor ni okay je. Except ada banyak bahan buangan kucing aiyoyo. Tapi dulu tingkat dua pun ada jugak, ta...