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Salam and hello :) 2010 is coming to an end, it's the last day of the year today. Had enough of 2010 already? Honestly, I haven't. I miss school the most. I miss my close friends. We've been closer than ever starting from the middle of the year, so we haven't actually spend much time doing crazy stuffs together. Plus, SPM was dreading closer, everyone was so busy preparing for it. Can't blame the exam much though. Then, I miss my teachers, all of them. I don't know but I don't feel that I've been in high school long enough. Year by year passed and I haven't learn enough from the teachers. Although I did complained about them at times but they did a lot. It is not easy to teach a person, seriously. They are all great teachers with strong and loving hearts. ;) Throughout this year, I've learned a lot. I now know how to deal with things better in a more grown up way. I still cry sometimes though (haha, I just love doing it :P). Well, it's ...

Salam and hello! Firstly, merry Christmas yo! Having a great time? Cool! So, today I went to my uncle's house at Damansara as my sister and BIL's exchanging gifts for their wedding. I have a quite complicated family, before I proceed, I gotta tell you about my family first to avoid misunderstanding and all. Maybe you wonder why we did it at my uncle's place and not at ours. It's complicated and with my 'superb' speaking skill, I would take a long time explaining what/how/why my family is complicated. Bear with me. Hah. Pardon me if I complicate this matter even worse. Here it goes. Well, back then, before my dad married my mum, my dad was married and had a daughter (the sister I'm talking about). After that, my dad and his wife divorced, later he married my mum. Then, when he converted into Islam, my sister did not convert as well. So, there I have a sister whom isn't my sister by right but I consider her as my sister because we have the same dad a...

Salam and hello! Fuh fuh *sambil lap peluh. I baru balik dari gym buat workout dengan personal trainer untuk 2 jam. Maklumlah cuti-cuti ni, mudah leka dan lalai dalam menguruskan diet seharian lalu perlulah ke gym untuk menyingkirkan lemak yang berlebihan. Macam iklan shake to shape tu, nak body macam Amber Chia. Perasan tak yang I suka cakap auta? Hahaha terang-terangan, I takkan pergi gym unless I ada banyak sangat duit which is.. well, one day. Okay now, now.. harini atau lebih tepat lagi lepas makan malam tadi, I buat chocolates. Boy, I love 'em. Memang suka sangat buat chocolate sebab kena buat dengan teliti dan kemas, barulah cantik macam yang buat kat kilang tuh. Tapi manusia macam I ni tak sempurna, so semakin teliti, semakin berhati-hati, tangan semakin menggigil (macam Parkinson je -____-"), chocolate pun takde lah cantik mana. What you need : Melted chocolate compound and moulder. Add in almonds or raisins or hazelnuts or whatever you want. Chocolates in the...

Assalamualaikum dan selamat petang semua. Nak sambung entri lepas yang kononnya tak sempat nak habis. Eh betul tak sempat, tak tipu. Hari Ahad yang lepas, I pergi kursus KPP dengan Syera dan Nadia. Pagi tu berkumpul, eh eh macam nampak Ambigai, memang dia pun. Hehe tambah geng ♥ Kursus tu 5 jam memang cukup lama untuk rasa bosan. Walaupun cikgu tu best, mungkin sebab dah berumur oleh itu lebih matang dan banyak pengalaman jadi pandai bergurau, 5 jam tetap 5 jam. Mengantuk zzz tapi lepas habis terus segar-bugar macam baru lepas tidur tengahari 5 jam. Kemudian bertukar ke minggu yang lain, Isnin kembali dengan semangat yang baru. Inilah hari pertama mula kerja dengan kawan Mama. Semangat berkobar-kobar nak mulakan kerja sebab rasa macam advance sikit, "wah, lepasni dapat duit boleh shopping", walaupun gaji tak seberapa. Kerja kerani je, kena asingkan resit mengikut kategori, kira jumlah perbelanjaan runcit setiap bulan mulai dari tahun 2008 hingga 2010. Bunyi macam senang buk...

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE EARTH! Finally, yeah like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y .. SPM IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR yeah like O-V-E-R .. OVER! Hehe okay menyampah kan? Faham. Ek eleh dah lepas bolehlah cakap, belum rasa bolehlah cakap. Takpe, takpe. Sebenarnya exam habis 9 Dis yang lepas tapi macam biasa I bermuhasabah diri sebab I rasa semua paper macam haram. Lagi-lagi dah mula tahun baru, jadi I dah kurangkan perbuatan-perbuatan yang membuang masa dan tak berpekdah ni. Eh apakah? Biar betul ni? Ni bukan blog Donald Trump tapi blog Shahiela C. Yang ado, kalau dah percaya kata-kata di atas, huahuahua BANG BANG BOOM! Macam takde je fine. -___-" Takde maknanya I insap sampai gitu lagi. Tak, bukanlah jahat sangat tapi belum sampai masanya I tinggalkan dunia siber ni, hehe. Ekceli, hari kedua terakhir paper I, hujan. I degil, keras kepala, kepala batu nak online juga, tup tup ZAP! Hambik kau tripped and talian telefon rosak. Lepastu telefon boleh guna tapi Streamyx yang ado. Padan muka diri sendiri. Selama...

I've been very emotional lately. No, neither I did cry nor sob. I'm being more hot-tempered; I shouted, I screamed and I shrieked. Not because I am robbed or threatened to be killed. No! It's just something within me, I just can't control my anger. I pick up fights with my sister over small matters, often in a bad mood and blame others doing stupid things I can think of (which they don't). I don't solve others' problem but adding to it. Particularly, it's because of me. Myself. I'm just too frustrated with myself of being the worst loser on Earth. No, in the whole universe. I don't have to tell anything in detail, if you know how I go, then you'll know what brought all this. Exams aren't that horrible, I mean if I study and revise, well of course it wouldn't be a disaster right? I'm done now, bye. Ugh.

Hello, December. Hello, everyone. The youngest month of the year is finally here! No, not that excited. I wasn't looking forward for it either. Time is really going super duper fast! 2010 is hectic and chaotic, maybe because it's the last year of high school and there is SPM to think about. It is somehow different from the past years. I'm not gonna do the what-I-have-done-throughout-the-year now, I'm keeping it for my New Year's eve (or maybe a few days earlier) entry. Coming back to what's going on right now, I've done 15 papers altogether (6 subjects) and 8 papers (3 subjects) remaining. 23 freaking papers, people! I am awesomeeeeeeeeee. Don't you try comparing me with the top SPM scorers. I can't imagine how they study. Tabik spring sikit! Hehe.  Anyway, I can't wait for SPM to end, not being self-centered but finishing my papers on the 9th (11 days earlier than those who're taking EA) is just horribly sweet. :P As I'm going to ...