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Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah sebab lulus Pro 1! Cuak bak hang masa result diumumkan Timbalan Dekan haritu. Pergh, lemah jantung. Tapi ada 28 orang yang belum berjaya. Semoga hangpa semua kuat okay? Kami doakan hangpa boleh buat dengan lebih baik lagi nanti. Pesanan kepada diri sendiri jugak sebab TD kata ada 30+ lebih calon perantaraan haritu, 15 yang diluluskan. Rasanya kami antara yang bernasib baik tu. TD habaq biasanya yang calon perantaraan yang diluluskan kecundang jugak masa tahun ketiga nanti kalau tak berusaha lebih. Kami tak nak dah lah rasa takut sampai ketaq lutut macam haritu so kita kena usaha lebih lebih lebih lagi. Acano pulak nak usaha lebih lagi tu? Orang kata, menuntut ilmu tu pun satu bentuk jihad. Kalau nak berjihad, kenalah bersungguh baru berjaya. Ye dak? :) Sekarang ni bulan puasa. So macam tahun-tahun lepas, kena tolong mama buat kuih. Busy la sikit. Online pun curi-curi je tau haha. Nanti bila-bila, kami update la...

"Punyalah banyak dosa aku, lagi tinggi dari bukit Uhud rasanya." "Dosa banyak mana pun, Allah boleh ampunkan." "Dosa aku banyak sangat." "Allah kan ada? Minta ampun pada Dia." "Hm. Tapi.. tapi." "Okey, apa masalahnya?" "Macam ni, kalau someone ni suka tengok benda lucah, dan susah nak berhenti. Nak buat macam mana?" Tunduk. "Haih." Tanpa sengaja, keluhan berat dilepaskan. "Kena disiplin, boleh?" "Disiplin? Untuk apa?" Berkerut dahinya. "Macam ni. Buat satu denda untuk diri sendiri. Contohnya, setiap sekali tengok video lucah dengan sengaja, kena qiamullail untuk satu malam." "Kalau tak terbangun macam mana? Mana tahu terbangun lewat ke." "Kalau tak buat, kena tambah lagi. Buat dua malam." "Habis kalau tak mampu macam mana?" "Aik? Layan video lucah boleh, takkan solat tak boleh?" ...

Assalamualaikum and hi. Sorry that I've been busy nowadays. Not real busy but literally. No, I'm quite busy actually. Yeah, busy. Blergh. I now forgot how I usually blog already ish. Anyway, my final exam or we call it Professional 1 is coming reaaal soon. About 9 days to go? Heh. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Sigh. I just don't know how to describe my feelings right now. I've got 16 blocks altogether for this whole first year and I did some reading about one block and then I get bored so I moved on to the next block and it happened all the way that I've only managed to finish a few blocks since the first day of the month. And now, here I am, writing out what I feel. Of course I'm scared. You know how things work here? No? Okay, let me tell you how. Here, we've got 3 phases in 5 years to be completed. I'm in the first phase which is the first year. The second phase (pre-clinical) comprises of the second and third year while the fourth and fift...

Hi there. So BN won the general election yesterday. Just through observation, I see and learn lots of thing. I'll be eligible to vote for the next election. I'm gonna do my own research and make a fair vote, hopefully. If you're reading this, let's join forces and bring our nation up and improve for the better while still be united. For now, let's leave it there first (of course, try to change ourself to be better all the time). Got my Selanjar 3 results last Thursday. It turned out to be as what I hope it would. I passed. Alhamdulillah. But then, my 30% carry mark is very, very little. Gotta brush up for the finals or we call it Professional Exam 1 (Pro 1). Eh bukan pro-kerajaan tu k, jangan nak politik sangat kat sini . It will be starting either at the end of June or early of July. Just finish counting and I have about 8 weeks to go, 54 days starting from tomorrow. How many notes to revise? Let's see. 16 blocks altogether, 3 of them are the 'killer'...

1. Make a notice board. 2. Put up instax on the wall. 3. Find quotes of motivations and print them as well as printable pictures. 4. Find more motivations. 5. Quote people around. 6. Appreciate more. 7. Say thank you. 8. Keep the momentum. 9. Recheck activities before sleep. 10. Smile to everyone.

I need to change, seriously. C'mon Shahiela.

So the last time I made a blogpost was on March 18th which is... last month.  Not bad of an achievement for not abandoning this blog hehe :p I've got a lot to share with you guys (again) but I feel very bad of doing so every time the thought went through my mind just because I still have so much to revise for Selanjar 3 :( But yeah, things are still the same so let's just run through a few updates! Hmm (checking through pictures)... I'm not sure which came first but here are some pictures of what took place recently.  TERANI classical games. Rabbani in the house! Hehe. This is one of the events during FesKI (Festival Kelestarian Islam). Went to their concert and watching them perform live is pure awesome! :D ...and more pictures to be kept private :D I'm going to share more about the last set of pictures, bare with me alright? Good. That was during our CPP (Commu...