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This is exactly what I'm feeling right now. I hate it when this whole situation rules. Well, who would like it? I've had enough of crying. I am tired. Need some happy pills now. I'm going to stay up tonight and study. I'm late and gotta run for my life the future. Life's like that, I know.

I'm trying to be nice to others although I'm sick of certain people. I tell myself that they have flaws too just like me. Yeah, so I did. I did go with the flow but well, it's not easy. Lastly, I chose to withdraw myself and befriends with people who think like me. Apa aku merepek malam-malam ni? Ampun ya, aku juga nggak ngerti apa sebabnya aku omong gaya ini. Capek agaknya. Udah deh, selamet malem. P.s. What's the problem with you guys that you're going against us?! It's a justified matter, why do you all have to make a fuss over it? Think about it again, people. PEACE AND LOVE.  

School was usual until a few local celebrities came after recess. None of the teachers tell us exactly who's coming earlier during the assembly this morning. Since the Form 3's were having their trials so, only Form 5's and Form 4's were involved in that program. I and Syera were curious and made some guess of who are the guests actually during Agama after the assembly. Then, Wawa suddenly told us that Black's coming. We were shocked, seriously. Well, why is he coming to our school? After that, when we were discussing the exam paper, ustazah said Black for the answer 'B' and made this I-know-you-knew-he's-coming-later face. This can't be it, duh. After recess, we were supposed to gather at the pavilion but then we were told that the guests will be late. The event started at 11.30, mind you. It's an hour late, okay? Still, we went to the pavilion and sat there patiently, not knowing what was going on. Once everyone was there, suddenly we saw AG,...

   It's going too fast, gimme a break. -- Got my test papers back except for Sejarah and Agama. My results are between A's and B's but I guess my B's now are a bit too far from my A's that it's already August. Oh, I got an A- for both Physics and Chemistry! Teehee :) But, this is only a test so gotta brush up for trials which is in 36 DAYS and I have 96 days to SPM, 3 digits no more, ya know. D: God, was I in a coma for the last few months? Okay, that isn't funny. Since it's drawing near, let's just work really, really, extra hard to achieve this. I shall. For that 10A's.

Hello people. Today is Alia's 17th birthday! To tell you the truth, I was kinda excited yesterday, I just don't know why, lol. It should be okay since she's my best friend and I should be happy for her big day, rightttt? We all went for a lunch at Old Town last week on Wednesday. We didn't actually plan to make it as a surprise for Alia initially but oh well, this ain't fun without a surprise, so yeah we made it as one. Why did we celebrate like a week earlier? Simple, her birthday is in Ramadhan, obviously we can't make it today. So to make sure that she's gonna join us, I told her that it might be the last lunch we're having together 'cuz we'll all be busy after this. Sad isn't it? *cries* Or it's way too dramatic? HAHA. Either way, Alia was surprised. ;] But sadly (!), we didn't take any picture though I did bring my camera and that was so, -____________-". GAHHH. And today, we sang her a birthday song and gave her a hug. ...

Selamat berpuasa kepada makcik-makcik, pakcik-pakcik, abang-abang, kakak-kakak, adik-adik, Cik Jah, Cik Peah, Tok Mat, Tok Ali dan semua yang beragama Islam! Sepanjang bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni, jom kita banyakkan amal ibadat, kumpul pahala banyak-banyak untuk bekalan hidup dunia dan akhirat. Sebelum tu, niat di hati mesti ikhlas okaaaay, jangan ingat nak pahala je. Masa puasa ni, ingatlah juga orang-orang yang tak bernasib baik seperti kita. Kalau rasa lapar atau dahaga, bandingkan diri sendiri dengan mereka yang susah, tak dapat makan dan minum. Lepastu mesti gembira dan bertenaga semula takdelah lemah (bukan lemah-lembut) macam seminggu tak makan. Bahana 3 hari, bayangkan lepas SPM. Ujian dua telah pun tamat dengan jayanya, ewahh. Destinasi seterusnya, trial bulan depan. HOYEH!

Hello there everyone. So today's a school day and I went. The form 3s & 5s had the SPM & PMR Pend. Islam answering techniques in the morning before lunch. After that, we had this motivational talk, mostly about teenagers and abandoned babies. :( For once, this opened my eyes about the issue. Well, I know it has been bad nowadays but only just now, I realize how terrible it has been. Of course, those who did all that are really cruel and heartless. There were a lot of videos about it. Watched a video of how baby abortion is done. Ahhh trust me, the pain was of course, unbearable but the worst part was the innocent baby had to die. How mean is that? You tell me. I kind of agree with the Dr. that we, girls/ladies/women play an important role of this problem either the cause or the solver. I hope you get what I mean. So girls, please take good care of yourself. NEVER sacrifice yourself and your dignity for worthless guys who aren't sincere. They're USELESS. Know that y...

The second test is next week. So I guess I won't be updating often but I'll keep doing tweets! GOOD LUCK TO ; Form 5 Form 4 & Form 3 for trials! Break a leg yawwwww! ;)