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Hi guys! (hm I'll imagine that there's still people who exist in this blogging life and would actually read xD) My last post was about my Pro exam? Not even anything about housemanship? Mannnnn that's a very long, long, longgg time ago haha. I'm nearing the end of my housemanship dah pun. Senang cerita, dah jadi HO tua hahaha. Sebenarnya kalau nak ikutkan, banyak yang nak diceritakan. The whole thing. The whole journey. Everything about housemanship. Nak taip macam-macam. Nak cerita pasal benda yang best, benda yang kelakar, benda yang horror, benda yang tak suka (read: benci), benda yang sedih eh macam-macam lah. Tapi mana mungkin nak taip benda yang jadi 2 tahun. Tak sangka dah nak habis 2 tahun dah kerja. Ni belum lagi scroll baca cerita lama. Boleh tahan malu haha. Nantilah satu hari. Kalau diizinkan diri ni rajin untuk menaip. InsyaAllah. At least 1 post pasal housemanship untuk buat kenangan baca balik hari tua nanti ye dak? :) That's it for n...

So, helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooo there! Hehe. It feels weird every single time I say hi at the start of my blog post because... is there really anyone reading this lol. It's okay. If it's not anyone else, there's always me who'll someday come back and read what I've written down here haha. Alright, back to the topic. Real business here, there's no way I can talk about my medical school journey in this one post. I actually wanted to talk about my final year especially about THE MOST INTENSE BATTLE I'VE GONE THROUGH MY WHOLE LIFE. It's necessary to type it with all capital letters to um, just highlight it? Haha. I'm gonna talk about my final Professional 3 exam. If any of my juniors are reading this, I really hope that I won't scare you too much ey? Because even if it's really bad or scary, a lot of people have went through it and nobody has ever died sitting for the exam hahaha. I can now laugh talking about this but definitely not at...

Hola guys! I wonder if anyone still blogs nowadays haha. When was the last update again? Don't know if there's still people reading but I'm gonna do an update soon. The question is... how soon? Probably in a few days time. Kot. Hahahaha. InsyaAllah soon. Just for a quick update, I'm done with medical school! YAYYYYYYYYYYY!!! I'm gonna tell you guys a lot of things that has happened, basically a sum up of my medical school journey. Need to put it down somewhere so that I can read it back later, for memory purpose :') Till then! xx Shaa

25 weeks 173 days, 13 hours and 39 minutes ..... to Professional Exam 3. TAPI FAHAM TAK KENAPA SEORANG SHAHIELA MALAS SANGAT YA RABBI TOLONGLAH RAJIN SIKIT BUKANNYA PANDAI PUN BILA NAK SEDAR DIRI AND START MOVING UGH TIME ISN'T GOING TO WAIT FOR YA HELLOOOOOOOOOOO YOU CAN'T PASS IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING PLEASE SAMPAI BILA NAK KENA JADI MALAS CAMNI THEN BEBEL KAT DIRI SENDIRI BUT THE SAME THING HAPPENED NO IMPROVEMENT SHAHIELA YOU'RE TERRIBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Do I still have any readers? You guys don't have to read my blog anymore. I'm sorry. I'm a very bad blogger. All I do is rant how terrible I am right now. Hahaha sorry guys

Salam & hi there. I bought a novel entitled "Girl Online" recently and just started reading it. It's about a girl starting a blog anonymously to share what she feels with other people. The first post was about things that make her anxious. Those things are somewhat similar for me as well. So that triggers me to blog today and I'm going to talk about... Not yours but mine. We probably share the same insecurities... especially if you're a girl. Eh girl lagi ke ni hahahaha biar ah. Or maybe even if you're a guy... it's okay. Insecurities is not gender biased. It hits everyone. EVERYONE. I realized that as I grow up, I have more insecurities. There are so many things to feel insecure about. Kadang-kadang tu memang kita tak perasan pun yang kita insecure. Have you ever come across this situation where you see that someone has this special thing about himself/herself then you start checking for their flaws? Hahaha that's nasty, no? I d...

Salam & hi semua! Before I start babbling, I'd like to wish you a Selamat Hari Rayaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :D Dah Syawal ke berapa entah ni baru nak wish hahaha. Harini nak cerita sikit pasal penjagaan rambut. A few of my friends have been asking what's my hair care routine... Sebenarnya kita segan la sebab kita tak buat apa-apa pun haaaahaha. Alhamdulillah memang takde masalah rambut. So kita buat yang basic je. Takde pun pergi saloon untuk buat treatment ke apa, bukan sebab tak nak tapi mahal laa. If you can afford it, then why not ;) Anyway, since orang tanya, kita jawab je lah. Here's a few things I do with my hair, I'm not sure if this routine keep my hair manageable or it's memang like that LOL. Kalau ada yang nak try, boleh la try. Kalau rasa macam kurang daripada rutin korang pun, bolehlah tambah. Ok? :D Rule number 1 is to wash your hair everyday . Dulu masa freehair zaman sekolah kan, I wash my hair every 2 days sebab ada orang cakap tak elok cuci...

Nope, not the end of posting yet this time. Haha. I just feel like blogging out of a sudden lol. So what's up guys? I'm currently at the end of week 3 of medical posting. Another 3 weeks to go. Anyway, I'm going to have my short case exam next week. I'm so scared T_T as usual. Being the usual me kan, memang penakut weh setiap kali exam. Medical is one of the hardest posting for me. There are so much to learn, so much to digest, so much to take in. Basically it's everything from head to toe. All systems altogether tau tak T_____T Banyak gila, I swear. Semua pun lain-lain. Physical examination generally ada 4 je tapi tu pun susah sangat nak hadam. Tak taulah, semakin banyak belajar, semakin banyak tak tau. Entah lah 3 tahun lepas belajar apa, so superficial. My knowledge is very, very superficial. Memang dasar study untuk exam je, sekarang dah rasa the bad part of doing that :( Examination setiap lecturer lain-lain, semua ada style sendiri. Iku...