2026.
Assalamualaikum and hi :) Last update was in 2024. First update after I moved to Sabah. I am still in Sabah, by the way. Probably a bit more accepting than I was before. So what do I have to say this time? Well, I hope it’s still not too late to wish a Happy New Year :) Not sure if I have mentioned this before but after I turned 30, I don’t really feel good about new years and birthdays as how I was before. It feels like I am getting older and um, closer to death? It’s not a bad thing to be reminded of death or akhirah but I feel that I am left behind, I have not achieve what I’m supposed to by this time/age. I start looking back at where I was lacking, what have I done wrongly or questioning the decisions I have made in life that lead me to where I am now. I don’t know if it’s just me? Or it’s a normal thing to go through in our 30s? :/ Anyway, I don’t mean to be so negative about the new year but here are a few things that I want to share about what I have learned last year. 1. To le...