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Sambung lah cerita semalam. Moving on to my second posting which was medical. At Serdang, we only do general medicine, we did not go to nephro, respi and cardio. Ni lagilah cuak sebab sebelum start lagi dah dimomokkan dengan medical posting yang high extension rate. Tagging saja dah dekat 3 minggu hahahaha. Oh me and tagging tak sah kalau tak lama, tak sah kalau tak nearing dateline. What I love most about medical was the super nice MOs. MO kat medical semua baik-baik. Rajin & baik. MOs boleh tolong masuk notes round pun kalau banyak sangat active plans. At medical, most imagings MO yang request. My medical MOs are angels. Registrar pun baik. Being in medical, tak sah lah kalau tak busy. Kalau station kat ED, either GZ/YZ or RZ. GZ/YZ tu tak sah kalau tak banyak. RZ tu kalau jonah, boleh lah banyak case hahaha. I've had 2 DKAs and 1 HHS in one night hahahahaha. Tapi registrars mostly angel so takpe, sis sanggup. I've learnt that I don't mind being busy with work, having...

Assalamualaikum and hi? Tak kisah lah ada lagi yang membaca atau tak... Typing this for myself, as a reminder or for me to read when I'm older of whatever I've gone through so far :) It's 12:33 AM, 5th of May 2020 now. Nak recap balik apa yang jadi for the past 2 years. 2 years bunyi macam lama kan? Especially sebelum start housemanship dulu. Shahiela, percaya tak awak dah habis housemanship? Extended 2 weeks haha sebab diri sendiri penakut sangat nak assessment kat ED dulu but you're done with housemanship, tahniah! *pats self on the back* Tak sangka kan? Dulu setiap kali orang cakap, "takpe, 2 tahun je. Sekejap je habis lah. Tak perasan pun nanti." Berhuhu setiap kali orang cakap camtu, kadang-kadang dalam hati ada jugak rasa nak jawab, "senang lah orang yang cakap, diri sendiri yang menghadap ni macam mana". I was scared. Hello, siapa yang tak takut? It's a whole new phase. It's a new start. Sesungguhnya, I hate new beginnings. I don...