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Warning : This post is an emotional one. So yeah. Usual rantings but with more emotions. LOL. Assalamualaikum and hello. I just got back from the ward actually. Feeling tired and... gloomy? Without no solid reason pun. The feeling just came and surrounds me. Or maybe there are reasons but there's too many that I can't even point it out. Then I started questioning, "why am I even here?" "Tak layak pun..." Such questions often came into my mind lately. Entahlah kenapa asyik rasa macam ni je. Setiap hari, jadi makin teruk. My usual stress therapy doesn't seem to work anymore. Still sad. Still moody. Still feeling down. And a little depressed kot. A little. So what now? I don't like seeing myself being all moody and depressed. Because every time I'm feeling like that, I just got even lazier and I tend to sleep a lot. Things were not right. :( I thought it's homesick. It can be one of the reasons. But ...